Ca fait mal

I feel like

a lucky man,
a fool,
a victim,
the cause and effect,
an ass,
right,
wrong,
at home,
a stranger,
alone,
unwilling,
determined,
driven,
overwhelmed,
under stimulated,
under paid,
strapped for time,
bored,
unsupported,
confident,
unheard,
overcompensating,
desirable,
undesired,
invincible,
fragile,

…unlike myself. I miss being me. More yoga…